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AUTOSOPHY

by Bannister Chaava

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Alexandria 04:06
Sweet Virginia, at your lovely summer place where you spend your days looking at your pretty face but you're not a fool, and time can be cruel, it's driving you crazy, but you will come around. Young Virginia, walk from Sherwood in a daze tune your little heart to the sunny summer days we could play this game, right after school now we could get crazy, if you wanna get crazy I will wait around. All for pleasure, and for pain, all with you, my love remains, I still need you, every day, I implore you, please, to stay, keep my innocence intact, I am begging, take me back. My Virginia, underneath your sherbet clouds, coming into view, as I am running home to you, who're you trying to fool, playing so cool? now we can get crazy, if you wanna get crazy I will wait around. My Virginia, in that basement where I knew, if we got it right, we could cut right through to you, in your sherbet dreams, cut through the seams, it's driving me crazy to see you so lazy— Virginia, come on. Take me home.
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Idee, Fixed 03:57
I met a girl in Hollywood, she told me "Listen here, I've no time to try pretend, diamonds are a girl's best friend." I thought maybe we could go—"Go where?" to the movies, or to a show. I can't believe I was so naive it's really—"all you feared, you can't learn to tell apart the kind of girls that break young hearts." You don't know her like I do—"You're a fool!" one day you will see that, too. Soy un tonto al decir que todavia "te amor, mi flor." Sere un tonto para siempre. Obviamente te amare. Incluso quando mis tonto ojos se cierren. Walk in the room—"you're a rumor, so elegant, back in your day, you were quite the elephant." Funny, money does what only money can do. We got a cab in Chinatown, rode down to Anaheim. Moonlight broke my lovesick heart knowing we would have to part. (I'll say goodbye—) Moonlight comin' up too soon, (goodbye, goodbye) wait around you fickle moon. Soy un tonto al decir que todavia "te amor, mi flor." Seré un tonto para siempre. (I am a fool to say "I love you, my flower." I will be a fool forever.) Obviamente te amare. Incluso quando mis tonto ojos se cierren. (Obviously I will love you. Even when my foolish eyes close.)
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Autofiction 03:15
After joy and laughter, smiling through the tears, when the party's over, something still remains. In a bar in New York City, he still sings for all the world, through the nicotine formation, squints his eyes and sees a face, is that the girl? He regrets not saying all the things he sings about her now to the smoke-face strangers in the bar, who don't care what he sings or sings about. As he stumbles through the music, he can't entertain the doubts yes the girl he failed, so long ago, created all the music he pours out. The source of his music is something he lost that he thought he'd die without, he's finding some solace in falling apart. (New York's prettiest flower—it seems, is in my dreams, I dream.) New York's prettiest flower is Anna, Anna, New York's prettiest flower is Anna, my Anna Anna...
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Errant Boy 04:35
You want me when you want me, but, when I'm not around, who will be your errand boy? Who play you out? Now it just feels lazy, I have hung around, now you need an errand boy, I will not go down without fight. So, quite easily, it seems that I have found a tragic style of life. The childhood mystery scenes that, I, escape this tragic style of life. Some day I'm gonna leave here, and I won't make a sound, gonna miss your errand boy, I am gonna see about a girl I met in passing, but she will see me now, I've been playing her down these days, but she will not sit still without a fight. See me glistening, beneath the lights outside this tragic style of life. Childhood mystery, the scene where I defy this tragic style of life. Reaching up to heaven reach up to heaven, my reflection, do you still know me, my reflection? can you see me, reaching for heaven? Can you still hear the sound of— reaching up to heaven...
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Sisyphus, old friend, I understand, life can be cruel, keep rolling on, you're not a fool, for going along, keep the faith, keep going strong. Don't say "c'est la vie", just grit your teeth, repeat after me, who do you think I think I am? I am a man, more than lost, I am a man. Take the whole world on, it isn't so wrong—to be a fool; fate is the knife, the reaper of dreams, don't be its tool; raise your fists beat the mists that keep you blind; swing with faith, keep going strong. Don't wait in the shade, Go die in the sun, don't be afraid You could melt away, or you could decay You get to choose; either way You're gonna lose But don't say "c'est la vie"! Grit those teeth! Repeat after me: I think I am Therefore I am More than lost, more than scared I am a man. More than lost, I am a man.

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The title of this album "autosophy" is a crude compound word. A combination of the Greek prefix "auto" (self) and suffix "sophia" (wisdom, knowledge), as in "philosophy".

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released March 20, 2020

Written, performed and produced by Bannister Chaava.

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